we know you're going through really hard times.
it's painful to know that there's so little we can do to help.
but when the going gets tough, the tough gets going.
it's amazing how strong you are.
in fact, i'm very very proud of how strong you've become:)
要记得我们永远支持你okay?
we're all just a call away!
jiayou jiayou!!! wooshwoosh!!
*winks*
love,fromheibifamily
welovemrgay ;;
7/02/2009 02:50:00 AM <3
hello babies, I reckon you guys should be very busy over schoolwork and will not discover this entry. But well, I am still going to leave it here so that you guys can read it when the chance came by. I guess we have come to the point of life wherevy there are changes in our lives and it's really hard for us to stick on like before. But well, for everything we do in life for a reason or not, it might result in a huge change or a small change that is beyond our expectations. I would love to see us moving forward together and achieve our dreams no matter at which direction. Things might not be the same like before, and even after I come back, but no matter what happens, I still love you all. I am never good at expressing my concern for you people, Just wana let you all know, you are MISSED, AND TAKE CARE!
welovemrgay ;;
2/02/2009 01:22:00 AM <3
After so much trial and error, i finally got in, haha, i shall save ah yi's sms so that i won't forget the password again and can randomly update here.ok, looks like we have been neglecting the blogsite and ah yi is taking good care of it.I like the new blogskin! Ok, the entry ah yi entered below reminded me of our hongkong trip.I am so glad we went on a trip together. Its like marking the anniversary of our friendship. Hey ah yi, you know what, its realli good that we are different. You know, I like it the way you are, please don't try to change yourself. I like you not because you can study and you are guai ok.I like you as a friend because in your character, i see a lot of traits which i don't possess but I wish to. You were the one who kept me awake from doing silly things. I like it the way, when you were silly yet persistent about hippos, I like it the way you love WINDS and hated pple to defame them. So stay the way you are ok. Its not necessary for us to cry together when we face problems in life. We have our ups and downs. Its ok if we dont have enough time to stick together. But you know, its never the amount of time you spend. But its the thing that kept us together, you know? You guys are important to me. I like fang, for her silliness. I like fang for being our smiley face. And darling, jiayou together! We are always jiayou-ing together although we cannot be side by side with each other like last time. In life, things come and go? But separation always make reunions worth looking forward to? Looking back, like you, I missed the days we rocked on the hammock and order pizzas. WHO SAYS THOSE DAYS ARE GONE! THEY ARE NOT. Lol, the hammock may not be there animore, but we are always here. Some things takes time. As long as none of us give up on this friendship, then i believe, 10 years down the road, we can be godmothers of our kids(lol, if u dun mind i teach ur kid say F*** and gamble). Hey you know what, i hate to say cliche stuffs like Friends forever. I believe, we don need to say all this if we know by heart what we actually meant to each other. Looking forward to our 4 people family outing ok! Let's meet at someone's house and I shall cook you all Spaghetti!
welovemrgay ;;
9/19/2008 11:32:00 PM <3
sometimes i marvel at the passing of time; how long it has been since we first met each other back in tpjc.
remembering the times we spent roaming from classroom to classroom and trying to spot our eye candies on the way (at least u guys trying to spot him for me), going over the jingfang's place and meddling with the balcony, working on projects which were really excuses to slack and talk crap, our pizza outings, gift exchanges, gossip about what's going on in school...
come to think of it, it wasn't really much compared to the memories we have with other older pals. but i always thought this clique in tpjc is by far the most impressionable one in all my years. not because we did alot of memorable things together, or because we shared 2 years and counting of friendship, but rather, it's the very fact that 4 people with personalities and backgrounds as diverse as the four of us can actually get together, and be sharing this blog today.
i often wonder if it's the differences we have that seem to make us less close to one another than we ought to be. like we are always conscious of what we say, what we do and how we do things... but i also often think that we can afford to closer to one another. at least, that's what i hope to achieve-- to be able to be a better friend to you guys, instead of just a girl with smart grades and guaiguai behaviour who just happened to be in your clique back in JC. someone who can share your troubles and worries, and be one of the ones you would actually consider turning to during bad times.
seriously, i don't think any of you has truly confided in me before. actually, nor did i ever.
when i talk about you guys with my friends, they always say that it's because of the way i look, and the grades that i have, and the primandproper behaviour that i carry, that may have made you guys less open to me than usual. i've been trying very hard to overcome that image, by talking lots of crap and stuff, though sometimes i think it really contributed more to ruining my image more than helping to improve it. personality crisis, heh.
this is not a post where i complain about the lack of affability i have. rather, this is a post to convey my regard for you guys, cuz i know i don't always show it.
to huichun:
initially, it was hard to accept the fact that we're going to the same school because i always thought there was a conflict in our characters. not a bad bad conflict but rather-- trying to break away from the stereotype you have in mind has always been a problem for me. looking at the way things are now, the times with you also kind of opened my eyes to alot of things. so i say, thank god huichun's my roomie.
to jingfang:
your considerate and loving character has always helped to make me feel better. i really don't like to rely on anyone if i can help it, but there are some moments that i'm quite helpless about too. i'm thankful that it might be in your nature to be so sincere, that sometimes it seems like you’re never unhappy at all. but we know that’s not true, and that’s not possible either. i just hope you’ll have someone to help sort things out when you need it.
to lynette:
among the 4 of us, you’re probably the one that I understand the least. i’ve been trying to get to know you better, really, but there always seems to be a boundary somewhere and i can’t figure how to get rid of it. like right now i feel that just calling you and asking about how you did for the A’s but i’m also hesitant to do so. i think it’s just me lah, much as i try to be a friend that you can trust and rely on, i’m always failing to do so. sometimes i’m kinda aware that i’m giving you a lot of stress too, but please believe that it was never deliberate. lynette ong may not be the smartest or the most perfect girl around, but even with her demerits she’s definitely one of the few friends I hold dear, more than many many others.
you know, somehow, I get this question a lot:
“so what’s the best thing about your JC life?”
“… to be honest, it’s not macey, it’s my happy family.”
welovemrgay ;;
3/18/2008 05:30:00 PM <3
the blogskin's kinda.... lopsided. but oh well, till we find a better one~
*muahahaa*
it's 2am and huichun's is still rushing for time in the sci chronicle room right now *shakes head*, and here i am blogging after trying to mug for the chinese history test tomorrow. 'trying' is the word, cuz i'm gonna sleep soon. jingfang you better be mugging, cuz i shall be depending on you tomorrow. MUAHAHHAAA.
let's just all fail it.
it's been more than 2 years since we last updated! and so much has happened since. we went through our promos, our prelims, our A levels, countless mugging nights, part-timed at several places, party-ed at hong kong, and we are on our way to becoming university graduates. just to add on, much has happened between the commas listed too.
thinking back, it's been 2 and a quarter years since the four of us got together. comparatively, it's still kind of short, but we have a long way to go ahead of us and i really think we'll still be seeing one another (VERY FREQUENTLY) for the next 4 years or so. *stands on the edge of the cliff with a faraway look on my face*
WOOSH!!!
oh yes! the a level results will be out this friday!!!! *trembles* lynette you must tell us how you fared okay!!! we have almost lost all forms of contact with you. did you receive the christmas card i sent you? i still have your birthday present with me!! :))
okay, i'm done typing this post already and huichun's not yet back -____-
dun care, sleep first.
nite!
welovemrgay ;;
3/06/2008 02:15:00 AM <3
argh....took me pains to revive this
pls use this with tender loving care!
Chun
welovemrgay ;;
3/04/2008 11:53:00 PM <3
hehe......gonna blog in the sch library while seriously trying hard to search for some info...
i mus say i m damn touched of xinyis and lyynettes entry...really love u pple...
jus wana say...this year will be a hectic yr that will fly pass very quickly due to dunno what.....
so pple.....lets jia you and make the best out of everythings ok.....
u noe...frens do disagree sumtimes.......and frens do stare at each other sumtimes....
but other than that.....
frens laugh together sumtimes and do stupid things sumtimes oso!
cheerups!
welovemrgay ;;
2/27/2006 04:10:00 PM <3